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ohk i know iam not a loyal fan of blogs.. havent been writing much lately. maybe because nothing much has been happening to me?! oh god.. i cant wait to start school in my design class.. but come to think of it, iam kinda nervous and scared all at the same time.
anyways, yesterday my cousin finally returned my bag. but she didnt attach the sling band to it.. arghhh.. but their still kinda close to me. oh wells.. today, iam going out with this guy i met over the net. he actually wanted me to go johor with him.. can u believe it..? i was like no! no! no!.. thank god he didnt beg me further.. i did felt bad though but i know if i had went ill regret the whole trip. so maybe he said ill just meet u later for a movie.. fine with me buddy..hahaha. well iam feeling better from the flu but my nose still gets blocked from time to time.
iam facing another delima.. do u think i should wear contacts or specs.. i feel like somethign is missing if i dont use my specs but i dont know if i look ok without them. but wearing them makes me look like a boring old school boy.. but i kinda like them.. make me look like a grapfic designer espicially when i carry my big portfolio bag around. oh guess what, nickle annie from canada finally replied me!.. yippie.. shes so funny her blog is like medication..makes u laugh all the time.. hahaha.. oh i have to go now.. tummy is calling the kitchen..

need the motivation...

i just had pasta for dinner and i promise myself not to take a bite out of anything else for the rest of the night, before i go to bed(oh god help me)... and maybe a few sit ups and push ups too( i hope). gee, i dont know why iam so lazy sometimes.. i know iam not fat but i can feel it like piling up in me.. gross!! and i want to look good before i go to school.. since being in an arts college is all abt looking good ppl!!.. well i thought that i would never start a blog since i preferred the pen and paper type.. which reminds me, i have to write in there too tonight. its becoming like such a chore..argh!.. but after i write it, i like going through the pages and reading some of the past entries and laugh myself silly! i did try to start blogging on other sites but got lazy and decided to delete my accounts.. oh well.
my parents just came back from malaysia today after such a long time.. i was starting to think that my mom and the a**hole(stepdad) was in an accident or something. i know i sound evil but sometimes i wish my stepdad just die or something!.. and my mom is not really doing that good of a job of being a good mom at the moment.. thank god i have my sister(iam just so close to her). i tell her about everything.. well almost everything :p did i mention she saved my life?! i nearly drowned once in a hotel swimming pool and no one came to save me.. thank god my sis already learned the life saving course.. the last thing i remembered was seeing and hearing my mom running and screaming at the edge of the pool for someone to save me... no one actually bothered! what a bunch of a**holes. if i died ill hunt all of them! i owe my life to my sis... ill write another entry soon.. maybe tonight or something.. cya..for now.