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first batch of projects all done.. on time.. not that bad i guess. except for packaging. stoopid bitch.. need to do it again. tons of boring lectures... seems like their forever... yet the dumb lecturers can still ask why we are sleeping..booorrrggiinnngg.
i havent been going out.. no life outside school.. mostly cause i dont feel like going out with u guys.. if i do its only cause i got no one else. i need my old gang.
maybe i should meet more people. more happening people. people who would just agree to go out for anything. my handphone and msn been to quiet. i think i seriously need to find more people. i feel like iam killing myself. what am i to do now?

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to: herman shah

can u please focus? dont cloud your mind with chores or people that would not do anything positive for u. stop writing your feelings on the walls of your room too.. it aint going to help. be nice to ppl who deserves it and be a bitch to the rest... yes yes... thats the way. focus will u?! u will make it. u just have to put your head into it instead of your ass.. u will make it. i know u will damn it!

from,
the depths of your soul.

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boo! iam back well for now anyways. so many things to get ready for next week. maybe i shouldnt waste my time doing stuff i dont need to. hmm emotionally wise... iam kinda ok.. as long as i dont think about some stuff... overall its ok. yeah.. yes. its fine.
hmm ohk till next time... hopefully