i notice when i cry, i tear more on my ride side than my left.

i felt funny again. the same feeling i had some time back. i didnt know it would come so sudden.

i nearly cried in the train and i cried walking home. i dont know what exactly is the problem but i think its a compilation of different thoughts and emotions...i dont know.

i cant live like this.

i still haven forgotten you.

how often do you look at the skies? i was sitting under my block and staring p listening to partick wolf and was just amazed at the stars. its rare that u can see the stars clearly in singapore but i caught a glimpse tonight and i wonder if you looked up, would you see the same ones iam looking at too?... hmmm

am i seeing things or was i dreaming of you yesterday?

half a second of dreaming.

i wish i could go to an alternative world...now.

i miss everything.

after so long and here it is. but i wonder what the riddles sometimes mean.

i think it was a bad choice for me to go ladies night tonight...

iam liek drunk and i think i messaged you.. hmmmmm'

i am okk now but i cant beieve i messaged you. embarrassingg

i just cant stop this.

i dreamt of you again. this time i felt it was longer.

but the funny thing is that its your old hair cut.. not the cool guy one u have now. haha

i remember how you used to take so long to get up. and i keep disturbing you but to no avail. haha. then ill make my ice milo for u with the starbucks cup and maybe cook breakfast and we will share it while watching tv. i made the milo so often with the same cup i knew the exact amount u like.. and the ice.

how funny.

snorts.

sometimes i wonder if i were to call, would you answer?

i secretly know it wont be fair for you if i were to go up to you out of the blue.

should i just silent then?

i still check the clouds everyday hoping maybe maybe one day i can read abt you once again.

sigh.

if i could ill really bring you the clouds one day. close enough for you to touch it.