chinese new year is coming.

i guess another yr without visiting chinatown.

and how can i forget how i sooo wanted to buy two big pots of those orange plants for your house. hahaha how silly. i still feel like buying your mom a hamper at least... i mean, after being so nice to me all these years. but i dont know if its gonna be weird for your mom. hmmm.

i seriously feel liek crying tonight to make me feel better.

over things i know i cant change.. over things that i wish i have... over things that are hard to change now.

ppl tell me not to and they say iam crazy.

i think iam crazy to still think the way i do.

i know i should snap out of it.

cause its just me right now and not you.

seriously new year? so what.. iam still thinking abt the same things. and i woke up with a disappointment.