i still cant bear to read those words again.

you cant imagine how alone i feel at times.
and after watching HUGO, iam starting to wonder what is my purpose in life.

and on the topic of being alone, my relationship with my mom and sis have reached to a point of non-existant. others can say how your not close with your family too but let me tell you for them not being here, it really feels like they are my distant auntie and cousin.

if only its possible to make my own family.