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a single day can revive and uproot so much of the past.
relive emotions u havent felt in years...
making u feel as young and vunerable as you were back then but only to realise
that your not and will never be that young again.

"this" will come and it will pass
it will.. it will
i always imagine being in the future and looking back at this specific moment, wondering sometimes what i'll be by then. dont you?
only now i sit here.. only to remember of the past how i've lied.. crushed.. hurt.. so many people.
the feeling can kill u.

ive had bumps in my life.. the only way i got through it was to ignore.. forget.. pretend its not there... literally dumb myself.
maybe thats why i find the need to talk to myself sometimes...

its another day tomorrow... another series of events... another day will be forgotten like so many others in my life. if only all of us realise our days are numbered and not to take each day like any other day...
to learn from mistakes...
i learned something yesterday.

but now i feel the need to be somewhere far... secluded.
its a big world... i realised that when i was at the airport yesterday. its sad to know i sqaured, contained and forgot abt that.. but who dosent?

herms.