...

how do i really feel abt it?
i dont know.. maybe its only working oneway?
maybe... i hope its not.

On the way back from school in the mrt, a couple sat beside me.
the wife came in holding a bouquet of about 5 sunflowers
it caught my eye.. i bet it caught the others in the train too.
maybe she just started work after her maternity leave and the office decided to get her something.. iam not sure..maybe its from her husband.
one way or another, it still shows someone care.. someone still gives a shit.. someone still love.

the other thing i noticed was the three ladies sitting infront of her.
they kept staring... u could tell by the way they talked to each other, they wished thier bfs or someone had gotten them flowers too.
how can flowers mean so much to someone when its gonna die anyway?
everything dies.

then two middle aged ladies came in.. talked abt their job. i couldnt help but to listen.
its sad. i dont want to be like them but i know i would be.. one day. is there a choice you can take to get out of this vicious cycle?
please let there be one.

herms.