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i havent been updatig at all! i dont know i just feel i cant say what i want sometimes... maybe i wont blog anymore!.. maybe.. maybe i should go back to my pen and paper.. its just sometimes more covenient. i can say what i want whereever i want. and i prefer the scrapbook feeling of it all.
well its been ineteresting since the last entry...
i keep feeling bored with the stuff i do. i dont know what exactly iam looking for though...
hmm hmm.. schools starting soon. i cant wait for that... but he prospect of having new classmates and the work load is abit daunting. i just hope ill be able to manage another year. i must!
ohk then..
herms.

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u cant believe what happened to me!!!! in such a short time since the last entry this morning, i am now traumatized!!
while i was waiting for my mom and cousin to arrive, i waited under the block.. then suddenly my other cousin said " whats that on your shoulder?".. from the corner of my eyeeee.... i saw this brownish, shitty coloured insect(aka The Cockroach)... in my mind, i was going insane! my subconcious mind took over, my left hand flew on it and landed right flat on the damn thing, i tried to smack it away but it didnt drop off!!... by this time, i was already jumping around silly.. my cousins just sat there watching and laughing at me. god.
when the damn thing finally dropped on the floor, i was still going ew ew ew... gross! and the damn thing was still walking towards me!

then the moment of truth.... my cousin walked to the damn thing and...... SPLAT! its insides just splattered across the floor..
ladies and gentlemen.. i just had to blog this moment of mine. hahaha

herms.

P.s. what a coincidence ... i made a comment on this other cockroach just when i was abt to leave the house..and i got this happening to me just 10 mins later. next time, ill keep my mouth shut.

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ohk... by luck yesterday, i switched to the right channel(HBO) just at the right time to catch this ohh so touching, romantic story, "The Notebook". if u find a shop renting it or soemthing, go see it!!! i was crying by the end of it and i tell you.. it can make anybody cry i tell you!.. claps and snaps for that movie man... amazing amazing.

well i have to get ready soon to go to my cousins house... as usual someone out there is getting married on a sunday and i have to follow the group(family).

oh check this website out. his such a great photographer!
http://www.yang-photography.com/mother004.html

this are some of his works... from "all about my mother" series

showed my mom and she was like "yeah!.. nice ah".. hahaha

herms.

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well i totally forgot some stuff when i was happily typing away yesterday,
two days back i went to an art gallery for the fun of it... was watching the artist's video interview and giggled tomyself quite abit not realising the artist was in the room!... besides us, there was only 2 other teenagers so i took the chance to meet him in person. he autographed his book for me! he specialises in batik but when u see it, it dosent look like batik at all! it looks more like a misty painting. good day good day.

which reminds me i need to get back my other autographed book from my aunt who also borrowed this book on "abstaining from sex" mostly abt teenagers..two great books. today is a Saturday and i have no clue what to do... hmmm.

thought of making more of my notebooks but my materials are kinda drried up.. the notebooks i made for...

corrrine.. floral, English Linen fabric(so expensive lah) with an embroided flower.. so happy she liked it.

Eugene... black and red.. very emo so like him.. and instead of ribbons to close the book, i sew a button for it. so bloddy hard on my fingers!

i made a smaller version on this for Amanda and this bis big one was for my sis, and mind u, all three books have cushioned covers. this design looked more like a pillow :p

this one was simple.. luckily too cause i had to make more than a dozen of these!! all gone though.. i finished this brown fabric too.. cost quite a sum too... some embroided design.

oh well.. just felt like blogging again.. so yeah.

herms.

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well i just finished watching "Home on the Range" on Disney channel(managed to give me the occasional laugh).. now iam half heartedly watching this movie (Bridget Jones- The Edge of Reason) which is making me feel liek a desperate woman at the moment. hahahaha.. at least i know a few more laughs wont do any harm.
iam a person who laughs at everything.. when iam angry, irritated even stress( probably out of madness of the moment).. i just laugh. maybe thats what is keeping the youth in my face.. as compared to other "matts" my age, they look like unlces maybe not that bad, but they sure look damn old!
oh yes... iam feeling so artsy fartsy nowdays with my crazy urge in buying art books and finding quirky shops selling vintage items and knick nacks, iam starting to think what my future home will be... *dreaming of a perfect home for moi* i would say it would be a mix of Carrie Bradshaw's electic and Charlotte Church's elegant, yet simple humble home. i know they are just characters in just one of the hottest series ever!!.. but i want it!.. sheesh.. my dream home comes from a tv series.. wonder what else ill come up with.
iam into everything that has anything to do with design and the arts(not all just some). project runway has become one of my must see now. iam so happy Jay won the first one.. he has the most unique character!.. this kind of shows really open up your mind and make u see the world outside our little boring(yet safe..that i must say) country. his just so creative! bright, futuristic yet with punches of a traditional knitted quilt..love it! another bugger who i just must mention in this season who nearly made me tear while watching his departure is Daniel F. !! his designs are so elegant, dark, detailed gosh. he leaving, was very "honourable and dignified" hmmm when he left, he pinned his name with the phrase " follow your bliss awaits"... i just loved that.

i love home interior shows.. i guess thats why Discovery Travel and Living is my fav! oh wells... if iam not living the high life now.. at least i can still watch it. the National Museum is finally open and there is a yr long art exhibition at the Arts Museum which i must bring myself to see!!.. must! must!

i also have this other place in mind to go but i will keep that a secret for now...it needs to be well planned even though time is no of the essence.

another thing thats bothering me is that i have so many things that i feel like i want to do it, i have to do it and when i am just about to do it, i scare myself silly and dont do it... argh!

well this is a long entry issint it? cant help mself today.. my mind and fingers are doing abit of a rampage.

herms..

p.s. -i keep feeling like an ass for abandoning my journals.

-i have this need to paint or create something artistic. (which reminds me, i should show u the custom made notebooks i made for christmas gifts..hands on..just perfect.)