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well i just finished watching "Home on the Range" on Disney channel(managed to give me the occasional laugh).. now iam half heartedly watching this movie (Bridget Jones- The Edge of Reason) which is making me feel liek a desperate woman at the moment. hahahaha.. at least i know a few more laughs wont do any harm.
iam a person who laughs at everything.. when iam angry, irritated even stress( probably out of madness of the moment).. i just laugh. maybe thats what is keeping the youth in my face.. as compared to other "matts" my age, they look like unlces maybe not that bad, but they sure look damn old!
oh yes... iam feeling so artsy fartsy nowdays with my crazy urge in buying art books and finding quirky shops selling vintage items and knick nacks, iam starting to think what my future home will be... *dreaming of a perfect home for moi* i would say it would be a mix of Carrie Bradshaw's electic and Charlotte Church's elegant, yet simple humble home. i know they are just characters in just one of the hottest series ever!!.. but i want it!.. sheesh.. my dream home comes from a tv series.. wonder what else ill come up with.
iam into everything that has anything to do with design and the arts(not all just some). project runway has become one of my must see now. iam so happy Jay won the first one.. he has the most unique character!.. this kind of shows really open up your mind and make u see the world outside our little boring(yet safe..that i must say) country. his just so creative! bright, futuristic yet with punches of a traditional knitted quilt..love it! another bugger who i just must mention in this season who nearly made me tear while watching his departure is Daniel F. !! his designs are so elegant, dark, detailed gosh. he leaving, was very "honourable and dignified" hmmm when he left, he pinned his name with the phrase " follow your bliss awaits"... i just loved that.

i love home interior shows.. i guess thats why Discovery Travel and Living is my fav! oh wells... if iam not living the high life now.. at least i can still watch it. the National Museum is finally open and there is a yr long art exhibition at the Arts Museum which i must bring myself to see!!.. must! must!

i also have this other place in mind to go but i will keep that a secret for now...it needs to be well planned even though time is no of the essence.

another thing thats bothering me is that i have so many things that i feel like i want to do it, i have to do it and when i am just about to do it, i scare myself silly and dont do it... argh!

well this is a long entry issint it? cant help mself today.. my mind and fingers are doing abit of a rampage.

herms..

p.s. -i keep feeling like an ass for abandoning my journals.

-i have this need to paint or create something artistic. (which reminds me, i should show u the custom made notebooks i made for christmas gifts..hands on..just perfect.)