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firstly being at hoem the whole day issint helping.. iam sick with a splitting headache too. then my mom is irritating me... u want it working.. u call someone over.. i give up. then the phone rang.. surprise surprise. why cant things just so smoothly for once. fuck... nothing.. i mean nothing is workign for me. i dont even feel liek talkign now. i just need that someone right now. just to accompany me and give me comfort.. we dont even have to speak. everything sucks...argh.. if only i could just live abroad or soemthing.. just run.
its so depressing.
shut up.
no more bullshit.