...

seems like everyone have other things on their mind... me included.
it is true how to can observe someone for hours and u dont care... even the simplest things... everyday things that u wont think twice abt but the way the other party does it.. it seems so.. hmm.. special?
even.. yes.. even holding the spoon while stirring..
the way u walk... how u smile in the mirror when your getting ready.
maybe u want to see how others would see u when u do actually smile.
its like the small outside things dont matter.. maybe thats why i cant give good comments when u ask me how u look.. i still find your the same person.
but there are somethings that are diff.. i really do miss the 'normal' of the beginning.
some things arent really said anymore but i take comfort that its still there.