...

i was lying down...
playing with the gun around my neck
then snap.. it broke.
how surprising to feel how i felt at that moment.
it wasnt a happy feeling.
now its still around my neck..
just like a symbol... but it dosent work anymore.

i saw a couple last night..
kissing in the dark..
how i looked with my half high state.
how i reimagined the characters.
how i wanted to push them of the ledge.