happiness.

Do i look happy when i woke up today?
i dont know maybe not but DAMNN... did my eyes hurt or what!?
goodness. two days of the same thing.
i felt bad what i did on friday. but i guess you should have said something.
i feel that what i feel is growing. but so many things are telling me its wrong.
where i am now is not what i visioned at all. totally not. and i guess this new lifestyle is taking some time to adjust... if i can adjust.
but somebody looks happy. both look similar. iam just glad your happy. i guess its easier.
i think iam still growing.

forever and always. luv,
herman.