its so nice to be on leave!!!

Yup like I said its so nice to be on leave!!! Yet its a busy busy day for me!
I am now in the train heading to school to help set up the stuff for the models. Need to help rita organise her stuff
And I got a meeting at 10. I wonder how dressers are kept busy. I think I only need to help put on the shoes and outfits for her collection.
But I think its the other small small stuff that's gonna sap my energy away.
Hopefully K is gonna come and we can go for drinks with the rest like old times. How nice...I haven had a chance to catch up woth them for some time now.
But this week would be fun and relaxed other than my MA of course.
Its totally draining and it fucks up my mind at times. Like yesterday I got so angry and pissed that I had to ask him to leave the room.
Upsetting. Argh but oh wells today would be good. Tomorrow is another session though.
Well ill update laters!!
Ciao babies!
Ps I am regrtting drinking thr prune juice yest night. Arghhhhhhh.

new week!

Yes ppl another week went by and this week is gonna be a short week!
Omg I can't seem to stay awake now! Shits! My wo just burst in luckily I was semi alive.
Well this weekend was a quiet one. Nothing much on friday nor sat. Sat K came for my family bbq.
Funny. Ended up with prawn and beef fingers. After that though was just weird.. Maybe cause I don't
Hang out with them anymore..but its ok.. K didn't leave my side so I was fine..
Sunday I was in school helping joyce with her exhibition. All set up! It looks kinda chic if u ask me.
Wed ill be helping with the show. I am Ritas dresser. She is amazing.. She gets to go to LONDON! First time for singapore! Amazing!
Sigh I miss school. Arghhhh...I miss going round and round too though. Oh wells
I need to finish my list of errands and get a few stuff. Wanna go ikea! Argh
Ok that's all for now.
Ciao bellas!

new week!

Yes ppl another week went by and this week is gonna be a short week!
Omg I can't seem to stay awake now! Shits! My wo just burst in luckily I was semi alive.
Well this weekend was a quiet one. Nothing much on friday nor sat. Sat K came for my family bbq.
Funny. Ended up with prawn and beef fingers. After that though was just weird.. Maybe cause I don't
Hang out with them anymore..but its ok.. K didn't leave my side so I was fine..
Sunday I was in school helping joyce with her exhibition. All set up! It looks kinda chic if u ask me.
Wed ill be helping with the show. I am Ritas dresser. She is amazing.. She gets to go to LONDON! First time for singapore! Amazing!
Sigh I miss school. Arghhhh...I miss going round and round too though. Oh wells
I need to finish my list of errands and get a few stuff. Wanna go ikea! Argh
Ok that's all for now.
Ciao bellas!

friday blahness

Today is a friday but iam starting to feel soo what?! Goodness. I don't have plans for the week. How sads is that's?
Today no plans since I don't feel like clubbing anyways. Tomorrow after work iam meeting K for the bbq then be going off by 5 maybe?
Planning to watch The Runaways... Roar!
I really should think harder abt what to do with my time.
I was thinking of going for a food adventure though but ohwells. :(
I feel sick. Hmmm
Miss miss

Ciao bella!

just another day...

Well I am kinda happy that its another normal day. I can't handle something out of my routine.
Yesterday was a nightmare. When I was told abt it I thought I can handle then suddenly it started building up
And I was having breating difficulties and I couldn't control myself.
I ended up crouching at the corner totally stunned. I was there for 45 mins. I only went home like 6.30? Goodness.
AY and K helped me too.. Embarrassing but yeah.. Always there for me. Now Iam worried for K..hmm.
Anyways I can't wait for this to be over. Then I can REALLY DO SOMETHING! Sheesh.
By they way something made me laugh this morning..hmm seems like I can't upload the pic when I am blogging from my phone
Nvm ill put it on later heh..(Suspense) jeng jeng jeng!!

Ohk ill post later.
Ciao

just another day...

Well I am kinda happy that its another normal day. I can't handle something out of my routine.
Yesterday was a nightmare. When I was told abt it I thought I can handle then suddenly it started building up
And I was having breating difficulties and I couldn't control myself.
I ended up crouching at the corner totally stunned. I was there for 45 mins. I only went home like 6.30? Goodness.
AY and K helped me too.. Embarrassing but yeah.. Always there for me. Now Iam worried for K..hmm.
Anyways I can't wait for this to be over. Then I can REALLY DO SOMETHING! Sheesh.
By they way something made me laugh this morning..hmm seems like I can't upload the pic when I am blogging from my phone
Nvm ill put it on later heh..(Suspense) jeng jeng jeng!!

Ohk ill post later.
Ciao

mid-week crisis

Ohk its wednesday and I must say the week is moving kinda fast..but obviously not fast enough!!!
Ok the thing is I don't know if I have to shoot this week. Its the lasst and only time I can go. Its a whole state of confusion.
Fuck lah I hate it when I am made to be in the spotlight. Oh maybe its just me?
Fuck lah.. Come on sep 9...come on..
Now I've been thinking how I need to get a new laptop (mac book pro prefably)and a digital camera.. Don't know what for exctly but yeah.
Did I metion how much I love my black baby?!?! Iam using it now to type this entry!!!
Mmmmmm....I guess bcos of that I been taking a lot of food pics.I guess for myself just to document
My stomach..it looks stopid and I feel like slapping ppl who take pics of their food but guess whatttt.... Iam doing it too!
Its fun actually. Ohk that's it for now.

Ciao babies.

mid-week crisis

Ohk its wednesday and I must say the week is moving kinda fast..but obviously not fast enough!!!
Ok the thing is I don't know if I have to shoot this week. Its the lasst and only time I can go. Its a whole state of confusion.
Fuck lah I hate it when I am made to be in the spotlight. Oh maybe its just me?
Fuck lah.. Come on sep 9...come on..
Now I've been thinking how I need to get a new laptop (mac book pro prefably)and a digital camera.. Don't know what for exctly but yeah.
Did I metion how much I love my black baby?!?! Iam using it now to type this entry!!!
Mmmmmm....I guess bcos of that I been taking a lot of food pics.I guess for myself just to document
My stomach..it looks stopid and I feel like slapping ppl who take pics of their food but guess whatttt.... Iam doing it too!
Its fun actually. Ohk that's it for now.

Ciao babies.

tuesday shit.

Argh..another stopid day in the office. Its getting on me. Depressing shit.the air is nice outside but here I am.
I need to talk to AY too.I got a clashing schedule for friday. Fuck fuck shit.
K is not having a perfect time either. I am kinda worried for him though.fuck this morning suck.
Maybe its my turn to fall sick tomorrow hmmmmm. I can't take it.
Ciao. Fuck.

monday morning.

As usual my mornings start being in the office in this god forsaken place. Its dry and boring. Not to mention grey. Well the weekend was not so bad, I stayed home on friday night. Didn't do much just relaxing at home.
Saturday morning I was working but I was pratically keeping updated with the what's hot and new with the food culture with Appetite mag. Started a new read, and I catched up on sleep.
Spontaniously met nisa for lunch in town.amazing conversation. Hot steamy and wild. I so didn't expect it from her!
Went shopping too! Oh I swiped my new butter card for the first time. The ffunny thing is, I don't feel like going out anymore. Bored of poptart. Maybe ill just sign whoever wsnts to go the next time and leave.
But I had a nice time with D and frens at the bar though. Sometimes I think D is a very complex person full of theories and fantasy. I can tell sometimes ppl just don't get him. But his fun so I don't care. Hah!
I wonder what the week has for me. I want to go ikea. I always enjoy myself there. Its theraputic. K is meeting up with PY and S on friday. I haven't seen them for very long too. Miss much. I met S at school though but she was stressed out so I didn't disturb her.
I need to start thinking where I wanna go and what I wanna do.
I was intending to intern with my aunties fren event company. I dunno I got so hyped just thinking how I wanna do my own pr/events company. Heyyyy no harm being ambitious.

Ok ciao bella. Ill be back soon.

Sunday!

iam always amazed how mt tittle is always the first thing that pops in my head.

anyhoo its SUNDAY!!! so fast dont u think? maybe cause i was working yesterday.
hmmm yesterday was poptart. not as fun as i would have liked it though. was with D having a couple of drinks first yest with his friends. only that the servers was being annoying.

yesterday they had something happening at zouk also. so most of the crowd was there. and i saw the replacement for clinton yest. omg. i cant believe how old we are... u start seeing your replacements in the night scene. oh wells cant control it. yest i got a few people commented i look rougher. hmmm maybe cause i didnt shave on purpose? maybe i should keep these stubbles during the weekend. :P

ive been kept busy with my black baby too! heh. twitter and facebook and catching up reading up on blogs and stuff. funs.

ive been thinking of ikea. i asked k to go to. just glad he said yes. i kinda cant imagine going there with anyone else. maybe cause i have never gone there for meals with anyone else? other than my cousin that is. hah!

well wanna see what i can do now.
ciao loves.

office boredom

Ok well here I am in the office waititng for the day to be over.
Been going on the net a lot since I got ny black baby. Hehe.

I tried writing a post yrst but something screwed up and I didn't bother.
Well I uploaded a lot of stuff online yest like old pictures and some of my works on
facebook.I need to get a new laptop too! Argh! Like k said mine is like a dinosaur already.it can't even read cd anymore pls.
My desktop also can't read. Damn it seriously!

I finally finished cleaning the studio two days ago then went to hav dinner with joyce and went to hav the brownie earthquake at taka. Amazing! But its super sweet. Not meant for one yall!
Ok that's all for now.
Ciao loves!

hi blog.
i dont know if its kinda sad that i just felt like talking to my blog.
a one way conversation. but it calms me and gets my thoughts out. i feel like iam talking to my counselor.

i keep thinking. you know what iam thinking of. i think about it everyday.
still do, i cant help it. its not easy. i decided this i suppose i have to deal with it.
i told u abt kim rite? she wanted me to do something. i dont know if i should.
there is nothing to be embarrassed abt she told me. iam afraid.

maybe i found it already.
i think iam lucky. i know ill always have someone to turn to.
and i hope someone knows it to?

ciao blog. love.

P.S. I LOST MY PHONE.
i didnt just lose a phone. i lost much more.
DAMN.

the after.

well woke up with a slight hang over this morning. realised i lost my phone.
the taxi uncle yesterday kept talking and all that i totally passed out in the cab. i think i left it behind. talk so much but end up with my phone. haiya.

anyhoo yesterday was a success! our stuff was sooo much more outrageous than ronald! yay!
bobby bought me like 2 jugs of butter ice tea. dear god. i wanna puke when i think abt it even now. sucks.
but it was a good night. had fun, met alot of new ppl and old ones too. met NC, Clinton, PIPI, the urban writer and friends too. ppl want to borrow some pieces for photoshoot, they reserve, they wanna buy but to bad guys all of it is GONE!!! all at home with their new owners. and how great is it that the URBAN guy got my contact yet i lost my phone. argh then how to get new job openings!? argh!
now i just have to go back to the studio and clean up. shucks.
well wait for the pictures!! coming up soon!

ciao. love.

saturday.

its been three weeks since i went out.. my usual crazy night outs i mean.
well we have finished quite a number of the accessories for butter event today.. thank god. i am so tired having to stay up so late every night just juicing myself creatively dry.

iam trying to figure out what to wear today.hmmmm......i still have to make my shoulder piece. dangs.

other than that iam wathing A SINGLE MAN now. waiting for it to load abit more.



great movie so far. love the filming and the aesthetic of the whole film from the clothes and the sets... lovely. sad.
oh wells... i need to go to my grandmoms later maybe their celebrating mothers day.
other than that i cant give a shit about camp anymore. like totally whataves.

ciao loves.

tired.

exhausted actually. been going to the studio to finish up everyday after work. but its ok its all for fun. i bought moscato for us to work and drink abit. something to reward us. hmm.. sweet romatic taste. i loved it. this is the second time but yum.

hmm ive been thinking really hard. iam not sure if its the right thing to do. i need a sign, a message or something to know iam not crazy. should i? should i try?

hmm.. i really dont know its 1 am and here i am eating ice cream watching tv in my room.

i think i need abit more time to think.

ciao.

another one.

just got back its nearly one. went out today after work to get the materials for the stuff. quite fun but the thinking and playing ard with materials is the hard part.
anyways what i wanted to say is ive been feeling down like since sunday and something surprising happened to me today. i got a call from kim all the way from australia!
i haven heard from her for like 10 yrs and she suddenly called me up!! missed her so much. we talked like 2 hrs while i was in the office mind you. she gave me her opinion and advice and iam gonna take it and do it. i only live once. now i need to give myself some time to really understand why it happened.
things really work in mysterious ways.

ciao.

another late post.

went for the zouk flea today..not that bad crowded but slow.
luckily we had a nice area to sit at today. just laid back and let them see what they want.
mostly smoking, chilling and hanging out today nothing much. so tired from dragging that huge ass chanel paperbag ard. but let me tell u, luckily i had it.

great. purfect. just got an sms.
thanks D. THANKS ALOT. hope the bed screws u senseless.
great job in breaking the news.

another day of work tomorrow. another late night.
fuck this shit seriously.
ciao.

back!

iam sooo tired. i hate long train rides home when it has been a loooonnnggg day.
went to the HOUSE of HOLLAND fashion show today at TAKA.
ginnete was there but busy texting or twittering on her phone, bryan boy was there taking pics of everything.. then the rest are made up of the fashion whos whos i guess. i was busy talking to j and trying to take everything in. Henry is kinda good looking though. loved the hair.
after that i was busy discussing abt the stuff i have to do for butter in a week. gonna be another busy week.
i have to collect the clothes for juice fashion shoot on tuesday for the wednesday shoot too. could be fun. hope so.
i saw this couple reading each with their own newly bought books on the train. how nice.
i dont mind long bus rides but train rides are just annoying.
i saw kites in the sky every where today on the way to the airport just now. preety. like i said b4, maybe one day ill get to fly it.
maybe.
ciao i got things to prepare for tomorrow!
ciao. :)