hi blog.
i dont know if its kinda sad that i just felt like talking to my blog.
a one way conversation. but it calms me and gets my thoughts out. i feel like iam talking to my counselor.

i keep thinking. you know what iam thinking of. i think about it everyday.
still do, i cant help it. its not easy. i decided this i suppose i have to deal with it.
i told u abt kim rite? she wanted me to do something. i dont know if i should.
there is nothing to be embarrassed abt she told me. iam afraid.

maybe i found it already.
i think iam lucky. i know ill always have someone to turn to.
and i hope someone knows it to?

ciao blog. love.