growing up.

Its weird when I think how old I already am. How u and your frens are considered adults. How the places u hang out
Are diff as compared to when u were younger. We chill out and dine at better not forgetting more expensive places. We travel
And move from place to place more often, more differently eg. U get driven around or your the one driving now or your more
Willing and prone to take a cab.
You think of different things, u want different and bigger things..
I hate the fact that my memory is so bad. Its not that its not memorable but my brain takes things at the moment.. It dosent store
Much it seems. It angers and saddens me when I can't remember stuff that I've been through..and its worst when your partner remembers everything.
I want to be able to say.."U remember the last time we went to....."
Now that's over and I feel devastated I can't remember the times when I was younger.
I know I've changed. I know you've changed.
My life will keep changing and I will hav to adapt. Even though I like it or not.
Ill be alone in singapore in two years time. My parents will be going elsewhere. I am kinda excited to be living in a house I own even though it will
Be smaller than the one I am in now. But it does scare me. Who can I turn to?
That's part of growing up I suppose.
Truthfully,I feel like running away now. Far far away. Nothing much here for me anyways.

Ciao.