I am upset. So upset.
Telling me I am the same? That I am defensive?
Wouldn't u be if u were made to feel like a liar?
I am upset..so upset. Why,does it bother u what I told u?
I knew u kept thinking abt it just by looking at your face.
Why is it such a big deal to you I wonder.
I am upset. I am upset we fought over him?
Kinda makes me sick now..I hate the fact that it reminds me why I didn't want to talk.
There is no trust. I hate it. U dig and dig and make me feel like a criminal and u tell me off for being defensive.
If iam not, who will defend me? You? Iam starting to believe you will never stand up for me.
I keep pushing the problems to the back of my head. I woke up this morning thinking its fine cause
I can't help having feelings for you. The same feelings as when I see u when I was 16.
Iam really doubting myself now. How many times can I push back the anger,ego and hurt to the back seat and embrace like there was no problem?
I think I want you more than you want me. The problem with me is that I can't seem to give up.
I hate it.
I am upset..so upset.