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iam just gonna put all my thoughts in writing.

the last post was some blur memory. i was half asleep and half dazed. i think i was blogging with one eye ( even that one was semi closed) on my BB.

i want to be able to talk to you anytime i want.
to go grocery shopping buying wine and cheese and chips and detergent.
to go book sales and random places finding things for a buck.
to try different foods and always end up making me look like the fat one.
to be cooking and talking.
to be spying on you when u dont know.
to try and figure out what thinking in the head and what your gonna do.
to anticipate the next thing your gonna introduce that ill like, next to sesame oil and steamed egg.
to be just so damned well at sorting mt thoughts for me.
all too funny.

ok ciao! wanna eat durian! start running.