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the festive season is here. town is packed to the annoying level but trying to avoid it is pointless.

things moved quite fast these past few months and to think its only been 4 mths since i ORDed.

christmas is here once again but this year is different. no dinner no gift sharing with the usual ones. i really felt i should have stopped working and left the country and only come back in Jan when everyone else is depressed at the start of a new work year.

but i couldnt leave Yasee to fend herself with the workload.

she really touched me that day saying how me and natasha was the best thing that ever happened to her in butter.

well for me iam gonna take a break.. get out of design for a while.. i cant think anyways right now.

iam trying to build the pieces again but i cant deny that i still think of you know who everyday.

and thinking if its appropriate to get him a gift or maybe send him food once in a while.

i know his always complaining how hungry he is at home. silly boy.

oh wells anyways. iam just telling myself to take it a day at a time.

yup yup.