i tried to do my best to forget everything.. but guess what.. after all those days out.. after all the drinking to calm me down... its still back to square one.
iam finally back home after not coming back for two days... and iam back to being me.
its been nothing but tears and being upset and feeling like a failure.
iam not ready to work.. my head is still in tumbles but i have to. no one is supporting me anymore... no one is here.
i cant help feeling i am going crazy.
i think if a pot were to fall on me while im under the block... it would be the best thing that would happen to me.
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