do u believe in fate?
i secretly gonna spill what i want for my bday at this private space of mine.
i want to turn back the clock... but have all my memories of the future.

so i wont repeat what i did and to be able to love u unconditionally.

thats all i want.

but i know i cant have that.

iam going to find the shop u bought the small cake from and spend time at home like all the years ive done. just that this time u wont be here.