suddenly i feel so sad.

i miss my mom, i miss my sis.

its difficult for me to visit both of them now. i got no time and not much money to actually go and visit them.

even though times were hard back then, i miss when it was just the 3 of us.

i know its hard for my mom.. to go through so much to bring us up just to see us be so far from her when we are older.

maybe its not that bad that i am what i am. i wont have kids to part with... to learn to let go.

maybe learning to let go is one thing i have to learn... just let go and wish the best for the person.