i think iam going bad...

well today started out fine... actually iam kinda happy today. went to my grandmom's and like celebrated 2 birthdays( my little cousins)... the normal ppl came, the normal same questions being asked( hows school.. blah blah blah.. not as if they really care right?) well i literally just ate during the whole of today... had noodles, cake, rice, ice cream, and tons of finger food!!... feel so guilty that i feel like sticking my finger down my throat..sheesh.
well forget abt yesterday.. ill move on to the more exciting stuff. well on friday, i didnt have school cause my lecturer was on reservice or something.. but i still went to met up with hazel and eugene. gosh if only i knew what i was putting myself up to. we like met up with *jesus* and corrine later on at ceni. i even met ronnie( my primary school mate) no surprise he turend out to be some ahbeng. i didnt know wht but i scolded himasshole when he took to long to remember who i was...hahaha..opps. well we then played pool for like some time. i was liek bored by then.. i didnt really played cause first of all the music was so sucky(some cina crap) and when i looked around.. everyone was like chinese? the tabel next to us were a group of japanese guys so at least i had something to stare at... their faces were so made up... with over plucked eyebrows and stuff.. i was actually more interested in the way they talked...hahah dunno why.
finally when i thought the world was just about to end, they decided to head to chijmes. thank god... well the invites were not really needed cause people just went in... we had liek free flow of jack daniels... corrine, eugene and jess were kinda only there to get drunk.. i was there to mingle. met a few new mates... sean's frens mostly.. very cool people but not exactly your huggable type. saw jamie, glenn and daniel... we were heading for the toilet, they thought we were going to ask for autographs or something..i guess cause of the way they like looked and waited for us to come to them.. hahaha..i dont give a shit. the live band was good though.. really enjoyed the music. after that then we headed to cheeky monkeys( a sleezy club i was told) well i didnt get in at first .. the fake ic didnt work either.. hahaha so i sneaked in!.... cant belive i made it!.. i didnt even had to pay cover charge!.. thank god the bouncer didnt see me or else i would have been pulped by his gorrilla sized hands..haha. the door bitch is such an ass.. felt like spitting at her damn face...grrrr. well the night was ok i guess.. i was dancing till like 2 am? corrine and hazel are such dancers! even though they were abit on the raunchy side... corrine was like grinding on most of the guys.. and it was so hard to talk to ppl cause the music was so loud so u had to really get close to their face and since everyone is moving.. u end up like kissing everyone.hahaha.
well there was this girl who was dancing at the pole.. she was so good!.. i kept looking at her and so the purposely bend her body so i was touching her belly button with my nose! god!
well something happened to me and i had to call eugene.. he had to liek hold my hand and bring me out... i dunno where i would be without him. jess can be nuts at times but he will willingly help u.. thanks guys. i had to send sean home.. i was kinda unsatisfied cause i didnt get to drink as much and had to sit down when the thins song which i so wanted to groove to came on...haiz.
so took a cab to send her off.. sean was mumbling abt her girlfriend and what a bitch she was and stuff.. i just said okok.. and told her to rest. she puked under her block b4 i had to drang her home.. god. then after that took a cab home myself.. i cant belive how stinky i was! i think it was because of all the smoke and stuff... but the touching touching in that club is unbelivable.. its like no one came out unraped or something... hahaha.