i totally forgot abt this.... it was just a rough sketch i did from a hp photo of my cousin... that night was kinda fun.. apart of the constant reminder from her dad to wash up or soemthing... hahaha.herms.
Friday, April 28, 2006
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i totally forgot abt this.... it was just a rough sketch i did from a hp photo of my cousin... that night was kinda fun.. apart of the constant reminder from her dad to wash up or soemthing... hahaha.herms.
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wow!... its been some time since i blogged...
been lazy.. at least i found other ways to document my days... been sketching quite a few.
i dont write in my journal anymore... kinda sad when u think abt it. details of my life, all kept in a box under my bed. i dont know what will happen to all my journals but for the time being, its doing a good job of collecting dust.
anyhoo.... well tons of different things have been going on...
so many things i want to say but i guess pictures are easier.
been lazy.. at least i found other ways to document my days... been sketching quite a few.
i dont write in my journal anymore... kinda sad when u think abt it. details of my life, all kept in a box under my bed. i dont know what will happen to all my journals but for the time being, its doing a good job of collecting dust.
anyhoo.... well tons of different things have been going on...
so many things i want to say but i guess pictures are easier.
i was at the esplanade.. went to the library and i really couldnt think of anything to do!.. when i looked up, i didnt know why but i found it kinda interesting so i started drawing. i just added the big window, also from the library, into my sketch.. i dunnoi keep thinkign the bunny in the sketch is me.. :s
i met suj yesterday.. was supposed to meet darren as well for kanesh bday, but they canceled or got the wrong date or whatever. iam not going out with them anymore anytime soon.
this one... hmm i dunno first time i did so many bunnies in one sketch... do "u' get it?
can u see us?
a bunny wearing a smily mask but his heart is aching... what a random sketch... i swear this bunny thing is getting to my head.
gosh cant believe school is over.. i wont be in the same class as them anymore....haiz. they know iam missing them..jpg)
how long as it been? never had so many things happenening in just a yr. what happened?.. a story i shall have to carry in my head.
herms... i promise to write more next time. :p
Thursday, April 20, 2006
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all my projects are done!.. last lesson is over.
i thought i could celebrate but everyone seem to have their own going ons.
oh well.. whatever.
wonder what ill do this holiday...
hmmmm....
need to start something big for myself...
need to crack my brain on it.
well seems like iam going to waste another day at home.. haiz..oh well! i need to keep away my school stuff for now! i wont be needing it anymore.. mostlikely.
herms.
i thought i could celebrate but everyone seem to have their own going ons.
oh well.. whatever.
wonder what ill do this holiday...
hmmmm....
need to start something big for myself...
need to crack my brain on it.
well seems like iam going to waste another day at home.. haiz..oh well! i need to keep away my school stuff for now! i wont be needing it anymore.. mostlikely.
herms.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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my first school year is nearly over. its making me sad. i cant believe when i start school, my frens wont be in the same class as me. ive become so dependant on them to be there when iam in school. i told eugene ans he said the same thing to me. how sad... it makes me think all over again how i use to change who i hang out with in other words change my frens. it even happened in pri school. i changed my frens like i change my clothes. what made me such a bitch?.. i cant believe i did what i did. subconciously happened? well not all but some... i just hope i dont repeat what i did.
had a preety nice day today.. had my exam.. not that easy but ok.
yesterday was not that bad either. it was a day that made me feel special. i was happy from the moment i woke up. i loved it. i dont know why but i espicially loved the trip i had in the bus.. even though it was freakishly cold.
iam confused about some stuff. i dunno what to think. i dont know what exactly i should do either. life is confusing.
i loved this phrase i heard from somewhere, " no one dies a virgin, life has fucked us all."...cute.
oh wells.
herms
had a preety nice day today.. had my exam.. not that easy but ok.
yesterday was not that bad either. it was a day that made me feel special. i was happy from the moment i woke up. i loved it. i dont know why but i espicially loved the trip i had in the bus.. even though it was freakishly cold.
iam confused about some stuff. i dunno what to think. i dont know what exactly i should do either. life is confusing.
i loved this phrase i heard from somewhere, " no one dies a virgin, life has fucked us all."...cute.
oh wells.
herms
Monday, April 10, 2006
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had quite a good day today.... abit tiring but it was worthwhile.
when i was in the train, on the way home.. i saw this man. the first thing i did was just to look at him.. then i told myself.. "i dont want to end up like u".. "i dont want to end up old"
i thought this thing in my head abt getting old was gone.. but i cant stop thinking abt it.
i am afraid of getting old.. weird huh.. waking up one morning and realising your like.. late 20s.. 30.. iam simply afraid of getting old.
when i started looking around.. its liek everyone is old... so many inperfections... i know no one is perfect but....it just made me think abt it all the way home from the mrt to my front door. its really scaring me.
my sis once told me its the way of life.
i cant accept it.
why cant i look the way i am noe when iam 20?
ppl say the wrinkles on their face shows how much youve lived and enjoyed life.. no thanks.
herms.
when i was in the train, on the way home.. i saw this man. the first thing i did was just to look at him.. then i told myself.. "i dont want to end up like u".. "i dont want to end up old"
i thought this thing in my head abt getting old was gone.. but i cant stop thinking abt it.
i am afraid of getting old.. weird huh.. waking up one morning and realising your like.. late 20s.. 30.. iam simply afraid of getting old.
when i started looking around.. its liek everyone is old... so many inperfections... i know no one is perfect but....it just made me think abt it all the way home from the mrt to my front door. its really scaring me.
my sis once told me its the way of life.
i cant accept it.
why cant i look the way i am noe when iam 20?
ppl say the wrinkles on their face shows how much youve lived and enjoyed life.. no thanks.
herms.
Saturday, April 08, 2006
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schools fine... 3 final projects and iam done with this shit. 1 theory paper exam.. and over.. i get my grades and wait for my second yr of school to start. sleepless nights are nearly over.. iam getting more sleep now anyway. semester 1 was crazy... oh well.
whats happening now?
not talking
i know were stronger my dear...
its just a small bump in this happy journey.
everythings going to shine again.. i know it.
what do u need.
herms. arent we apart of each other.
whats happening now?
not talking
i know were stronger my dear...
its just a small bump in this happy journey.
everythings going to shine again.. i know it.
what do u need.
herms. arent we apart of each other.
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Where'd You Go - Fort Minor
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I
want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I
'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
great lyrics huh... kinda falling for it...
herms.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I
want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind I
'm doing fine and I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can say
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
Please Come back home
great lyrics huh... kinda falling for it...
herms.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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thought everything was gonna be fine...
thought that i could not think of it and it will go away...
it didnt... maybe ill check tomorrow...
herms.
thought that i could not think of it and it will go away...
it didnt... maybe ill check tomorrow...
herms.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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the day started off so hectic. well actually it started off last night... i was pissed.. irritated.. but its all kinda ok now. i was so late for school today.. took a cab .. unluckily i got a stoopid driver who took me round and round.. when i saw my school i asked him to stop straight away. he said but your school on the opposite side.. i kinda raised my voice and said" iam already so late..nvm..i stop here".. no way is he gonna take me and make a uturn. i rather go up the overhead bridge. i ran all the way to school. i guess when i stopped suddenly.. i kinda blacked out or liek 2 secs? i fell front and kinda hit my toes on the stairs .. luckily i opened my eyes before my face hit the stairs... just in time to push myself up. scraped my elbow too :( my toe hurt the whole day. i just found out it was bleeding under the nail!.. dear god. ok enough i dont want to say anymore.
anyhoo.. i was sitting in class just now.. suddenly i thought of something and started drawing...
i wonder what it means.. :p
my bunny of luurrvve.
my cookie bunny.. *wink wink*
cute? hahaha .. i like them..
herms.
anyhoo.. i was sitting in class just now.. suddenly i thought of something and started drawing...
i wonder what it means.. :p
my bunny of luurrvve.
my cookie bunny.. *wink wink*cute? hahaha .. i like them..
herms.
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