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my first school year is nearly over. its making me sad. i cant believe when i start school, my frens wont be in the same class as me. ive become so dependant on them to be there when iam in school. i told eugene ans he said the same thing to me. how sad... it makes me think all over again how i use to change who i hang out with in other words change my frens. it even happened in pri school. i changed my frens like i change my clothes. what made me such a bitch?.. i cant believe i did what i did. subconciously happened? well not all but some... i just hope i dont repeat what i did.
had a preety nice day today.. had my exam.. not that easy but ok.
yesterday was not that bad either. it was a day that made me feel special. i was happy from the moment i woke up. i loved it. i dont know why but i espicially loved the trip i had in the bus.. even though it was freakishly cold.
iam confused about some stuff. i dunno what to think. i dont know what exactly i should do either. life is confusing.
i loved this phrase i heard from somewhere, " no one dies a virgin, life has fucked us all."...cute.
oh wells.

herms