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had quite a good day today.... abit tiring but it was worthwhile.
when i was in the train, on the way home.. i saw this man. the first thing i did was just to look at him.. then i told myself.. "i dont want to end up like u".. "i dont want to end up old"
i thought this thing in my head abt getting old was gone.. but i cant stop thinking abt it.
i am afraid of getting old.. weird huh.. waking up one morning and realising your like.. late 20s.. 30.. iam simply afraid of getting old.
when i started looking around.. its liek everyone is old... so many inperfections... i know no one is perfect but....it just made me think abt it all the way home from the mrt to my front door. its really scaring me.
my sis once told me its the way of life.
i cant accept it.
why cant i look the way i am noe when iam 20?
ppl say the wrinkles on their face shows how much youve lived and enjoyed life.. no thanks.

herms.