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listening to shayne ward- no promises.

thats my new "i so love" song for the moment.
yesterday we had to write soemthing about sleeping.. it could either be a song, a poem or a story. mine was short.

there was a man who slept everyday
he slept though his b'days and every other day
one day he couldnt get to sleep
he tried singing, drinking and counting sheep
he then got frustrated and finally screamed.

tahdah!

simple huh.. the rest of my class was liek filling up pages.. gosh.
well i managed t o catch 'the devil wears prada' even after what happened. luckily Adam was liek me and had no where to go either. a really glam movie.. loved it..

but i got kinda caught up in my head after that movie.. i just had to walk.. so i walked from sommerset all the way to cityhall. i didnt even realise it. before i knew it i was waiting for the train. made myself sleep and before i knew it i was at yishun. went home just laid down and sleep. i dont want to stay awake anymore.. i think to much.. iam getting to worked up .. my mind and body is becoming so tired.
i stayed over in school on wed. planned everything with hazel. iam starting to think i really needed that night... really loosen me up. met a few new people.. Fye, Razali and Gim. he is so funny.. such a good laugh.. he even gave each of us a palm reading.. his so damn right about mine.
a new batch of assignments are already on the way. need to focus.
even as iam typign this iam feeling so tensed. nervous .. worried.. scared.. lost... kinda trying to keep blank and stay optimistic.. well maybe just trying to be the normal me again.

inner me: stay focus... pls? just blank out... u were lost for so long before but that kept u sane. so be that way if u need to.
herman: yeah.. maybe i have to. iam starting to feel like iam dissapearing again.

herman.