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i need to blog.. i need to let things out..
used to be so open to each other.. now it seems i cant even say soem things without getting an angry response. i should be mad too. but its still the same person i used to know deep down inside. i cant be mad at that.
its hard yes i know.. it seems impossible or the future does not seem bright but its only cause somethign as though as this test as never happened . i still have hope thats how true i am.. but i cant force it.
i have been waiting and waiting.. i cant let go.. i guess giving up when its tough is not on my mind now.
some things have been cleared..
hmm yeah..
herman